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Tue Dec 22, 2009, 4:06 PM
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  • Drinking: Water
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hnrghhh audition experience [EDIT] vid added

Mon Nov 16, 2009, 9:56 PM
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: I Believe - Rainbow
  • Drinking: Water
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Hooo daaaaanggg. SM Auditions was so bangin'. Even if I don't get in this year, I have to say the experience was really fun and I'd totally try out again next year.

We got there at around 5pm-ish. My friends Billy, Charlene, and I went to go register and fill out our papers. We met up with our other friend Shun who came an hour before us. Shun was called up first cos he was like 100 numbers ahead from us lol (I was 345) We were all so nervous for him but we're sure he did good since he's a pretty good b-boy p:

We waited for like an hour and a half-ish for us to be called up. After waiting where the video room was at, we were taken downstairs into another waiting room with like 20-ish other people. Then after like two other groups went up, our group of 10 was taken to another room that we were able to use to practice.

We were all hella nervous. Kinda bouncing off the walls and crap. Some girl was doing jumping jacks to calm herself down, it was cute lol Billy and I started cracking some jokes to calm ourselves and everybody else down too. I really liked our group. It was a bit awkward but they seemed fun when we were all kinda stressing out a bit in the practice room haha

Then they called us out of the room and we had to wait in line in front of the door. It was so nerve-wracking standing out there and then when the group that just finished left the room and we entered, I was even more tense LOL But of course, I still tried smiling and laughing it off.

But dang, when we got in there, the group that was up before us O_O I was even more intimidated cos everybody that was auditioning for singing was crazy talented. Somebody in that group actually fainted a little while after he sung too. Like right before or after (can't remember) some girl was about to sing, he just fell to the ground D:

A couple of judges helped him up and tried taking him outside but he just kinda tried walking out the door himself but he fell again right when he opened it right onto the people that were waiting outside. It was hella freaky. They sat him down on a chair right next to the door and Billy said a little while after the door closed, he heard a thump again and the guy probably faded out again D:

When I look back on it, when he was singing, his voice kinda sounded wobbly too. Billy said the guy looked kinda pale and his lips seemed kinda fading too. The worst that it could be would be drugs but also kinda thinking extreme lack of sleep or total nervous break down. Totally idk though.

But yeah, when that whole incident occurred, aside from worrying if the guy was okay, we were a bit worried that the auditions would be stopped for a while since our ride was pressed on time too D:

Of course, the show still went on. I was pretty floored with the girl that auditioned for modeling in the group before us. Seriously, she was hardcore model status for sure. I wouldn't be surprised if she got in, no kidding.

So after they were all done, our group was up and the next group was called in to wait and watch. Our group consisted of 3 models, 1 dancer, and 6 singers. Billy danced, Charlene and I sung.

Billy tore up the floor. Like, literally ROFL There was a wooden dance floor in the middle for the dancers. It was detachable and wasn't taped down so once Billy started break dancing on that shit, it totally broke apart AHAHA He had to scoot up closer on the carpet. And I thought it was pretty good that the camera person was backing, standing, and holding up the camera just so they could see him since the tables were in the way. idk, I see it as a sign that they probably thought he was good. They let him dance for quite a bit too. Or at least, his session seemed longer than the other dancer in the group before us.

And then it was my turn D: GOD I WAS SO NERVOUS. LIKE FFFFFFFF. We had to say what we were doing before we started and I was like, "..I'm gonna sing...uhhh...*sings*" LOL God, I feel like that deducted so many points. Should've been more confident. Oh well. I sung "Let Go" by M-Flo loves Yoshika. I did the first chorus and the rap part after it. I think you could totally tell I was crazy nervous just by how shaky my voice was. I felt even more nervous when I got to the rap cos I was afraid I'd totally trip up on my pronunciation or mess up on the lyrics. And I did trip up on my pronunciation a tiny bit towards the end on like one word. And I think they may have noticed or something cos they cut me shortly afterward lul I was rapping pretty fast too. At least...they cut me off a small line before I would've been done lol

Billy said he felt my session was a bit longer than the other singers in our group too (on average allowed time is 30sec-ish or shorter and the parts that I did kinda come to around 50sec-ish. Would've been a whole minute if they actually let me finish ahaha). Probably cos I rapped LOL But I only busted out the rap part last minute cos I wasn't too confident with just singing alone with all those other talented people OTL And I think when I started rapping, all the judges were actually looking at me LOL I saw two whispering to each other too. idk if that's a good thing but I'll just pretend it is ahaha After I was done, a couple of people were all like, "Whoooo~!" and it was pretty comforting rofl

For the rhythm test, they played "Low" by Flo Rida. I didn't really dance or bust out a storm since I don't really like that song LOL But when it was all "Everybody get low low low low~" Billy and I got low and down to the floor together and they pointed the camera directly at us ROFL The people waiting were laughing too. I swear, Billy and I are like best comedic duo LMAO Two halves of a whole idiot ;D

But right after that they cut the music. They were probably afraid Billy and I might get freaky or something ROFL Plus, Billy bumped his head on this girl's butt when he tried getting back up LMFAO

And after the rhythm test, that was pretty much it. Lots of waiting under pressure but after it was all done, it was like the biggest effin' relief ever LOL Billy and I ran down the hall all like, "AISJFIOJEWAIOFEWJAWYESSSSSS!!!"

It'll be a month till we get to know whether we passed or not. And even if Billy, Shun, Charlene, or I make it past this round, there are still like 2 or 3 more other rounds to get selected fo sho. MAN. I swear. I'd just be happy if I passed this round alone. If I don't pass the next, it's like, hey at least I was considered, right? I know I wasn't amazing but I'd like to think I was at least...decent LOL BUT I GOTTA BELIEVEEEEEE. LUCK. BE ON MY SIDE PLZ.

EDIT ~Lubaris wanted to see a vid of what I auditioned with so here it is LOL [link] You need a Facebook account to view it. Durrhurr and don't be too harsh plz, I already know I suck LOL

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Random Ramblings n' Stufffffff

Thu Nov 12, 2009, 2:46 PM
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Step by Me - f(x)
  • Drinking: Water
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Hnrgh. I may not be able to go to auditions this Sunday 8( My ride will most likely bail since he's got the flu. I really doubt he'll feel well enough to drive 2-ish hours up to LA 3 days after he was diagnosed with it 8'| (remember kiddies, always wash your hands and cover your mouth when you cough or sneeze~)

Real bummer, man. But I'm still trying to find alternative ways to get up there cos I'm a determined stubborn faggot D; I've practiced so hard everyday I don't wanna give up just yet hnnnnrrrrrgggghhhhhh ;;;; WHO LIVES IN SAN DIEGO/CHULA VISTA AND WANTS TO TAKE ME? 8DDDdd /shot'd I might Amtrak it if my mom lets me D: She's always paranoid when it comes to public transportation x:

Plus my dog got really sick last week and we had to pay a shitton for her medical stuff. I don't know if mommy is willing to cough up more money for a ticket D;

If only I just...lived up in LA orz;; Oh well, hopefully I'll find a way up there. eff em el

Aside from my BAAWWW SADLIFE, Secret Santa invites! 8D Makes me feel quite giddy receiving them hahaha I think I might just join only 3 again like last year idkkkk Even recycled my old wishlist and made a new one for this year already too 8U And yes, I'm only requesting kpop fanart ROFL OH ME! 8,D

My fandom. It needs more fanart 8(

Drawing real celebrities may seem weird but I can't help myself LOL I remember when my friends would always orgasm over DBSK, Super Junior, or Big Bang and write fanfics and do that whole shipping business and I was all, "Ew groce disgusting kpop fangirls." NOW LOOK AT ME WTF HAPPENED Q________Q I write fanfics, draw fanart and fanvids, ship them hard like no tomorrow, etc etc. It's so bad even I disappoint myself when I take the time to stop and think about what I'm doing LOL

Oh welllllll~ I like my Korean girl groups cccc:

And with that, I guess I'll leave you with some vids to entertain yourself from this random ass post 8U Also a lame attempt to brainwash you kids into el kpop fandom wif meeee. especially with my gigantic girl group bias~

SNSD
Gee- UH HUH. LISTEN DA. MY FIRST LOVE STORY. MY GALLERY. MY JOURNAL. AND MY FAVS. MY WEBCAM. UH UH UH LET'S GO. GEE GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY.
Genie- I'M GENIE FO YO WEEEEEEESH.

f(x)
Chu~♡- DO IT DO IT CHU~♡ IT'S TRUE TRUE TRUE IT'S YOU~♡
Chocolate Love- I GOT YOU BAAAAAAAAAAABE~ Victoria's tight ass<3333
Just a Feeling- Okay, this is a cover song but Amber looks so out of place doing a girly dance that it's just so fucking adorable<3

Brown Eyed Girls
Abracadabra- DO YOU LOVE HUUURRRRRRRR? DO YOU LOVE MEEEEEE?
Sign- sign sign dot dot dot dot dot~

2NE1
I Don't Care- I don't care e e e e eeeeee~
You and I- Bom's solo<33333

Secret
I Want You Back- SECRET TIIIIIIIME~ I WANNA WANNA I WANNA WANNA~ I WANT YOU BACK! YOU BACK! YOU BACK!

HAM
T.T Dance- GET OVER YOUR SORROW~ brb guise getting over sorrow nao

JQT
I Fell For You- Ga Jin<333

Wonder Girls
Nobody- Because if it's kpop and girl groups, this is necessary rofl
Tell Me- This too lolol

Kara
Mister- lalalalala~ Butt dance c: <3 Favorite performance cos of their glow in the dark pants LOL
Honey- honey honey honey~
Pretty Girl- If you wanna pretty~ every one pretty~

After School
Diva- Diva diva d-d-d-diva!

4minute
Hot Issue- hot it hot it hot it i-i-i-i-i-issue!
Muzik- BOOM BOOM BOOM LIKE IT LIKE IT!

Rainbow
Gossip Girl- I WANNA GOSSHEEP GUUUURLLL. SHO SHECKSHI AN PREEDEE. Okay, don't listen to this one unless you can stomach high pitched Engrish LOL
I Believe- 100x better than Gossip Girl, IMO. Should've been their title track D8

Super Junior
Sorry Sorry- SHAWTY SHAWTY~
Super Girl Oh my shupa gurl ni shi wo de baby gurl~

SHINee
Ring Ding Dong- RING DING DONG RING DING DONG DING ROCKA ROCKA ROCKA ROCKA FANTASTIC FANTASTIC FANTASTIC ELASTIC ELASTIC~

Big Bang
Lies- Yeeeeeeeah. Love is pain~
Last Farewell- B TO THE I TO THE G BANG BANG!

2PM
Again & Again- <333
I Hate You- Now I'm cryin'~
Heartbeat- Listen to my heartbeat~ IT BEATS FOR YOU!

Beast
Bad Girl- DOWN DOWN! WE GONNA GET DOWN!

MBLAQ
Oh Yeah- KOOL AID MAN SONG<3 AND JOON'S SEXY ABS MMKTHNXBAI<3333

SS501
Love Like This- Hay guuuuuuuurl~ : B

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I HAVE DREAMS TOO, MOM

Fri Oct 23, 2009, 5:45 PM
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Taboo by Koda Kumi
  • Drinking: Water
kiriban @ 75,000
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lolol if you haven't been following me on Twitter or Facebook recently, I've been sorta stressing out about SM auditions on the 15th next month. Yes, I am going to audition to be the next Korean pop idol sensation ROFL Even if I'm not Korean, I CAN STILL TRY, RIGHT?

My mom's so negative about it though. She's a bit disappointed that I'm not going to college yet and she's just like fdsiofjsiofsfa about it D: Like, I understand and all but it's not like next semester is gonna start up anytime soon and I have time to kill, man e__e; She's all like, "Whenever my co-workers ask about you, I can't say anything cos you're not doing anything!" Makes me feel bad but I'd like too see the look on her face if by some freak miracle I get in. At least she'd finally have something to brag about rofl /wants to make mommy proud somehow</3

I'm pretty much just auditioning for fun and to see how it all just works out. It'd be nice to think I actually have a shot. My singing is mediocre([link]) along with my looks and dancing skills but HEY, WHO KNOWS? It's fun thinking about being famous, right? Haha And honestly, I'm only really riding on the fact that I'm fucking skinny for whatever chance I have /wrist

But even if I'm auditioning just for fun, I'm taking it a bit seriously too. Since two weeks ago I've been practicing and working out like hardcore. I've been dancing for like 5-6 hours a day and working out like 3-4 hours. It's so tiring but I've never felt so pumped up before lol

And hey, even if I fail, at least there's always next year and I'll know what to expect and have more time to prepare and shits 8D

k time to go back to practicing and sweating up a storm aughuhuhu groce

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What Jacket's been up to

Tue Sep 15, 2009, 7:35 PM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Super Girl by Super Junior-M
  • Watching: Ice cubes melt
  • Eating: Pizza rolls
  • Drinking: Water
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Durr. Just to give you kiddies an update on what I've been doing, I've simultaneously been working on fanart, Vios Terra, commissions, and forum projects at the same time LOL

Like holy crap. I have 9 canvases on SAI open right now OTL;; Slowly trying to get things done. VT and two forum projects I'm apart of are my top priority right now cos LOL I HAET DEADLINES FFFFF

I'm surprised my hand hasn't exploded on me yet since I've actually been drawing everyday lately. It's ridiculous and I'm really starting to get tired orz But I'm working on installing some robot parts into my body, so don't worry. I will one day be able to surpass human capacities RAAAAAAAH

And just to leave something fun at the end of this, you kids need to watch Super Junior-M's new MV, Super Girl! It's so effing addicting. I've had it on repeat since it came out rofl I wanna learn the dance now too! GRAAAHH. WATCH IT WATCH IT WATCH IT.

Obligatory fangirl commentary:

SNSD's Jessica is in the MV and GODDAMN. She looks so gorgeous. Not even kidding.

Also, am I the only one who really likes Zhou Mi? He looks so handsome, I couldn't take my eyes off him *___* I think it's his nose rofl Mimi<33



I also like Siwon's manly looking eyebrows 8D



O MAI SHUPA GURL~

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